I walked inside the hallway
I turned and saw a white rabbit
He smiled at me with a toothy grin
Then he ran down the hallway
I followed to a door that was so
Red, red like blood it almost dripped
Like wax going down a candle.
I turned the knob and it squeaked open
I saw inside the room there was
A table with a single rose but the rose
Was blue, How curious I thought to myself
As I entered the room, I looked out the window
And saw that it was raining but not normal rain
It was raining blue water instead of clear.
All the flowers turned yellow and orange as the
Rain touched their delicate petals.
I turned and saw a cat sleeping
Can you feel it in the wind?
The cries of the starving children, who can't
Feed themselves because there is no food.
Can you hear their screams of pain?
How can you let this suffering go on?
Find them, clothe them, and feed them
Love them.
Don't let them suffer anymore they are only children.
Hold them tightly and never let them go if only to let
Them spread their wings someday and fly away to a new
Life full of happiness, love, and dreams.
Can you feel it in the wind? Open your heart and listen to the sounds
All around you, can you hear it?
Just listen.
Only the sound
of your voice
can bring me out
of hell's fury.
Your touch shatters
the chains on my arms.
When you kiss me my
fears melt away
like wax and it leaves my
soul unburden by the heavy
wieght.
Gazing into your eyes
releases the doubt in
my soul that I'm yours
forever. Everything around me
feels like heaven
when you are around me.
My heart belongs to you forever
as long as you keep it safe
in your heart.
Beth Akins 1-6-09
Ashes to ashes and
dust to dust
my I remain in your
heart forever.
Buring inside your forever
so that your heart my
feel the warmth of a summers
night upon you.
Leave me behind and I will
fade away to dust
among the thorns of
humanity I will dine
on the hatred that befalls me.
You gaze up at the heavens,
I look into the pits of hell and laugh.
Love me,hate me its all the same
to me.
Butterflies may land on a single flower
but my love for you will always
fall like rain onto the parched lands.
Kill me now or let me live amongst you
while your despair consumes your soul.
Beth Akins
7:12 PM 7/20/2008
Alluring eyes that pierce your very core
Lustful lips that decieve whoever lays thier eyes upon them
Underestimated at times but always comes through in battle
Clever tongue that would make you melt
Astonishing flash of the his fangs in the moonlight kill the darkness
Ready to kill anything that comes between him and his mission
Devoted to his master with all his being
Beth Akins 8:36 PM 6/20/2008
Waiting to hear your soft
sweet voice feels like an
eternity without breath.
The air feels stagnat
within this room I feel
suffocating feathers
cloud my thoughts.
I reach for the song that
floats in the air above my head
so that I might sallow it up to sing
to you such sweet melodies.
Candles light the way to my
heart when you look into the door
of my secret hiding place within
my mind. I can feel your breath upon my
skin sending chills up my spine
and your arms wrap around me.
Waves crash upon the sands of time
as my tears flow from the ocean in my eyes
when you are far away from me.
Holding your picture against
I walked inside the hallway
I turned and saw a white rabbit
He smiled at me with a toothy grin
Then he ran down the hallway
I followed to a door that was so
Red, red like blood it almost dripped
Like wax going down a candle.
I turned the knob and it squeaked open
I saw inside the room there was
A table with a single rose but the rose
Was blue, How curious I thought to myself
As I entered the room, I looked out the window
And saw that it was raining but not normal rain
It was raining blue water instead of clear.
All the flowers turned yellow and orange as the
Rain touched their delicate petals.
I turned and saw a cat sleeping
Can you feel it in the wind?
The cries of the starving children, who can't
Feed themselves because there is no food.
Can you hear their screams of pain?
How can you let this suffering go on?
Find them, clothe them, and feed them
Love them.
Don't let them suffer anymore they are only children.
Hold them tightly and never let them go if only to let
Them spread their wings someday and fly away to a new
Life full of happiness, love, and dreams.
Can you feel it in the wind? Open your heart and listen to the sounds
All around you, can you hear it?
Just listen.
Only the sound
of your voice
can bring me out
of hell's fury.
Your touch shatters
the chains on my arms.
When you kiss me my
fears melt away
like wax and it leaves my
soul unburden by the heavy
wieght.
Gazing into your eyes
releases the doubt in
my soul that I'm yours
forever. Everything around me
feels like heaven
when you are around me.
My heart belongs to you forever
as long as you keep it safe
in your heart.
Beth Akins 1-6-09
Ashes to ashes and
dust to dust
my I remain in your
heart forever.
Buring inside your forever
so that your heart my
feel the warmth of a summers
night upon you.
Leave me behind and I will
fade away to dust
among the thorns of
humanity I will dine
on the hatred that befalls me.
You gaze up at the heavens,
I look into the pits of hell and laugh.
Love me,hate me its all the same
to me.
Butterflies may land on a single flower
but my love for you will always
fall like rain onto the parched lands.
Kill me now or let me live amongst you
while your despair consumes your soul.
Beth Akins
7:12 PM 7/20/2008
Alluring eyes that pierce your very core
Lustful lips that decieve whoever lays thier eyes upon them
Underestimated at times but always comes through in battle
Clever tongue that would make you melt
Astonishing flash of the his fangs in the moonlight kill the darkness
Ready to kill anything that comes between him and his mission
Devoted to his master with all his being
Beth Akins 8:36 PM 6/20/2008
Waiting to hear your soft
sweet voice feels like an
eternity without breath.
The air feels stagnat
within this room I feel
suffocating feathers
cloud my thoughts.
I reach for the song that
floats in the air above my head
so that I might sallow it up to sing
to you such sweet melodies.
Candles light the way to my
heart when you look into the door
of my secret hiding place within
my mind. I can feel your breath upon my
skin sending chills up my spine
and your arms wrap around me.
Waves crash upon the sands of time
as my tears flow from the ocean in my eyes
when you are far away from me.
Holding your picture against
Everything is the same since you left,
all of your stuff is in the same place.
It is like I can still hear your voice,
and when I sleep, I see your perfect face.
I left the picture of us on my night stand,
and your shoes by the front door.
I watch the phone thinking you might call,
but when I remember, I sink to the floor.
Tears pour from my eyes as I dream.
Memories flood back to my mind.
As I search through the old moments,
it is the good ones that I find.
The nights we laid together,
and the phone conversations we had.
The good memories fade,
and all are replaced by the bad.
The fights that had gotten started,
the screamin
Why Me?
I sit here thinking, "Why me?".
How did I deserve all of this?
All the pain..
all the torture.
I constantly cry out for help,
wishing I wasn't here.
Does it work?
No.
It just digs a deeper hole,
that nothing and no one can refill.
I am forgotten and alone,
staring at a blank canvas I call my life.
It begins to tear slowly,
those near and dear turning away.
Not only on me..
but on each other.
Words inflict hurt,
tears are shed,
all for earthly pleasures.
Where is my God as I cry out to the Him?
My hands ball to fist and I scream out to the heavens
to save me from this hell..
this lonely and cold world,
this unl
Current Residence: florida deviantWEAR sizing preference: large or medium Favourite genre of music: punk,goth,Jpop,and jrock(rock too) Favourite cartoon character: Heero yuy, Light Kun, Naruto, and Kiba Personal Quote: Give love a chance you never know
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